This fucking depression is getting over me....m not use to it. I hope everything turns out to be fine before I collapse.
G
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Emptiness all over me !
Past six months was occupied with so many things...IELTS exam, college selections, Education loan, Visa formalities, construction work....etc. When I sum up all these activities I see myself leading to nowhere. It's like running on a treadmill...Six month before I was waiting for all these visa formalities to be done and now also m waiting for this stupid visa to arrive. What if it gets rejected...what if I am no more interested in pursuing my dream...am I getting hopeless or a fried chicken?...It seems that I still standing on the same point from where I started my journey..nothing seems to me making some sense. Sometimes I wonder what I am upto ?. Why things are not happening in my life?...Why it became so plan boring?...not even a simple routine I am following? Monday, Tuesday...every damn day is same for me...morning comes and then night falls...and again same bullshit. I guess I am getting overly concerned...this is how life moves on or maybe not ! Whatever is going around I can figure out one thing, that this is the worst phase I am facing. Things are not clear as they use to be, I am not able to visualize myself as I use to do before.
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U won't else u wud have long been.
Even constantly running on a treadmill without moving forward builds your muscles.
And that's wat u have been doin buddy all dese days-building muscle.
To stand,stand straight,so that when the next time a warning strikes,you are ready,ready wid ur biceps flexed.
And yup 4 a chng cum visit me.V will have sum fun:)
~Harsha
Hmm, kya kare yaar...life ek dum stand still ho gayee hain..Pune, will plan for sure when things get cleared out a bit.
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